oh to be young,

i dont miss being the old me. because iam a mommy now. i wouldnt take a day back, im so in love with my life. i miss friends, and having nights out with the girls. But then going out and having fun has changed for me, Aj and i went out to the batting cages last night, and we had so much fun. Actually al day yesterday was fun! we spend the whole day together! i llove seeing Aj with his baby boy. it makes everything so worth it! Last night when i got home, i still had James in his car seat i kisssed him and ThERE! was his amazing smile! i did about ten times and each time there was another one! My mom and i just sat there and laughed! also yesterday my mom and i always make these noises at him, we call them "coohs" ha we kept doing it and i swear he was doing it back! i almost cried ha i felt all proud! i love being a mommy, i can and cant wait for a girl! hA but we dont talk about that right now. i do have these little pants saved for the girl haha,i miss izzy and the girls. and where the hecks Aj. i get lonely when james sleeps sometimes, i should sleep too. but im not sleepy. Wake upp james, ha i want him to sleep at night but i miss him, i dont feel to well. i wonder if im still Anemic, i did have High Blood pressure, but i think it went down. well theres things i should be doing, im off.. :)